Fucked Up Girl It's your adventure time.....

Once upon a time I met a girl , she used to be nice and kind but then everything changed since she got hurt.

That girl needs to scream her pain away and needs to move on , but he doesn't know how to tell her that without hurting her.

She thinks that he is still loving her , he has moved on almost a year ago..... .He doesn't want to hurt her , she hurts herself thinking that one day he will love her again.

When you meet love fot the first time it all seems magic , when it ends you preserve a very nice souvenir of those days when we were only teenagers .The first love will always be special in your mind.But now taht you are more mature and you hace moved on , you realized that person was only a piece of your puzzle of life.

The real person is in front of you , the wife , the mother of your future child is standing in front of you.

If I can tell something to that girl is "You can rest in peace now because he si in good hands now , you can move on and find someone who loves you as much as he loves me , you have to stop lying to yourself , stop creating stories that will always be in your mind , or your gonna end up like a crazy bitch".....

Every day she sends me some emails , bullying me , like I'm stronger than that I ignore them and I try to figure out how to help that poor lost soul.

If I am writing about this right now , am I ignoring everything ? After all I love writing stories , that's what comic book girls like me do , we invent some stories to escape our hellish realitites......

One day I'll draw you , one day everyone will know you , but they won't see the kind girl you used to be , just the old bitch you have become.

Pieces of my soul.

"Sunspots cast a glare in my eyes
Sometimes I forget I'm alive
I feel it coming and I've got to get out of its way
I hear it calling and I come cause I can't disobey
I should not listen and I shouldn't believe
But I do
Yes I do

She turns me on
She makes me real
I have to apologize
For the way I feel"....

I HAVE TO APOLOGIZE FOR THE WAY I FEEL....

"Everything's so blurry

and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl"....

CAN YOU TAKE AWAY MY PAIN,FOREVER?!

I know I can't ask you to do that sacrifice but sharing you sometimes is damn hard, and I don't think I am going to resist any longer.....GOODBYE.....nice to know you!

CHERRY.

Some Time.

"You should break-up with your fake highschool girlfriend , you should break-up with your fake highschool girlfriend...."

I'm sick of being the rest of the bread left here.I'm reduced to a piece of flesh , a piece of heart , a piece of lovely feeling and that's all.You have to remain hiding from everyone beacause you are a big bad bitch.

I think I've reached the point of no-return , and the boiling point.

Don't worry about me because I'm strong.Worry about yourself and what you choose.

The clock is ticking.....

Your time is tick tick ticking away.......

BiTe Me one last time.....

T.D.

Honey , I'm drop dead !

*Hey honey , what's your kind of girl?
-Like I've always said.. dust to dust right where we belong.
"hey
been trying to meet you
hey
must be a devil between us
or whores in my head
whores at my door
whores in my bed
but hey
where have you been?
if you go i will surely die
we're chained" The pixies-Hey

It's been so long and I've abandoned you so far that I can't even remember who I used to be.Do you remember Mr.S , do you remember the first time I fell in love? .I've never felt that way again , logic girl your gonna say to me , it was your first love.Do you remember the first time you loved someone? Probably not but you surely remember the first time you've suffered.

               Love stories are worst than a zombie bite!

I closed myself so deeply and so hard that I was unable to have that feeling again.

SO, one day he said to me "hey , I love you"......

DO you think I will ever fell in love again? 

This can be a love letter , this can be a confession , this can be just a note on a wall but this is important somehow.

I'm in love.