mercredi 21 mai 2014

Fly , you'll be soon in my arms

I have never had the word to say about that , you won't listen to me , I have lost the right to tell you what you can and cannot do.

Do what you want .I don't care because in the end we are one.And we will always be one.

I will surely miss you , and I will respect your will.

Come back soon and always remember this :

I am yours and you are mine.

Yes , my lion and I ain't no whore.

Tu va vraiment me manquer même si ce n'est que quelques jours , c'est rien comparé à l'eternité qui nous attends ensemble.

Je t'aime.

I am the Ace of Spades

Seeking for ****, you will be forever unhappy.

Too many things telling me you're doing the wrong moves , too many coincidences telling me you are playing double cards , bad luck for you she's  maybe the queen but I am the fucking ace of spades.

I will trust you blindly just to proove you that I can trust . I won't ruin the perfect plan she made for you , you will open your eyes soon enough all by yourself.

I will respect your choices so you won't have a word to say .Maybe then I'll be sanctified inside you.

I write because I think too much and I think too much about what I write.

I will never be able to turn back to those persons who lived on my past .I kissed my past goodbye for real.

You are my present and my future.

Without you my life doesn't have a sense , so remember these words when you'll leave roses on my grave.


J'ai besoin d'extérioriser la boule que je n'arrive pas a vomir , la logorrhée artistique qui est dans ma tête et que je n'arrive pas à extérioriser non plus, je ne dessine plus
.C'est douloureux , les maladies de l' âme sont bien pires que celles du corps.

Cette fois-ci je ne supplierais pas , je n'insisterais pas . 

Mais tu ne sera pas au premier rang pour me voir m'en aller petit à petit , je disparaîtrais , toi à ce moment la tu n'y penseras même pas . 

I Love you to the bones.
I regret and If I can forgive and forget you can do exactly the same.

It's never too late when it comes to you and me , because we are legend and history.




dimanche 11 mai 2014

The one you need.

You need a lover , you need passion , you need half , the worst and the best , the equilibrium between us.
You don't need a mother , you already have one who's the greatest mom you'll ever have.
You need a woman , a real one , not an illusion as she sells , she smells cheap .
You need to fight for your rights , you need to fight for what you love or let fight the one who loves you , not the one who manipulates you .

Cheap strategy to try to get any satisfaction and any revenge you'll end up beaten twice .

You don't realize how unhappy you where before , you are too blinded by pain and anger.

I am what you need , because I am you and you are me , for the moment I am the worst part and you are the best one , wait and see the time will heal all the pain I have done to you , and love will rise ,

My love , you will see 

But don't go to wait and bleed .


"

I've got a will this time don't care what you say
I've got a feeling this will all go away
It's in the wind this time it's in the southern sky
I can't walk on water yet won't even try

[Chorus]
So drown me slowly
Enclose me
Drown me slowly alright
Drown me slowly
Enfold me
Drown me slowly

All that I took with me was a bad taste in my mouth
Went all around the world just couldn't spit it out
Just like ground zero was the surface of the sun
That's a sickness I can't fix it not all at once

[Chorus]
So drown me slowly
Enclose me
Drown me slowly alright
Drown me slowly
Enfold me
Drown me slowly

Don't let them take you down
You'll leave a better world than you found
Don't let them take you down
You'll leave a better world than you found
Don't let them take you down
Don't let them take you down
Don't let them take you down
Don't let them take you down

[Chorus]
So drown me slowly
Enclose me
Drown me slowly alright
Drown me slowly
Enfold me
Drown me slowly

Drown me slowly
Drown me slowly
Drown me slowly"

dimanche 27 avril 2014

Reborn

"I love the way you look at me
I feel the pain you place inside
you lock me up inside your dirty cage
well I'm alone inside my mind

I'd like to teach you all the rules
I'd get to see them set in stone
I like it when you chain me to the bed
but then your secrets never shone

[Chorus]
I need to feel you
You need to feel me
I can't control you
You're not the one for me, no

I can't control you
You can't control me
I need to feel you
so why's there even you and me?

I love the way you rake my skin
I feel the hate you place inside
I need to get your voice out of my head
Cause I'm that guy you'll never find

I think you know all of the rules
there's no expressions on your face
I'm hope that some day you will let me go
Release me from my dirty cage

[Chorus]
I need to feel you
You need to feel me
I can't control you
You're not the one for me, no

I can't control you
You can't control me
I need to feel you
So why's there even you and me?

[Repeat 4x]
I love the way you look at me
I love the way you smack my ass
I love the dirty things you do
I have control of you

[Chorus]
I need to feel you
You need to feel me
I can't control you
You're not the one for me, no

I can't control you
You can't control me
I need to feel you
So why's there even you and me.....

[Repeat 4x]
You're not the one for me, no"

lundi 16 septembre 2013

A goodbye.

We met when I was 16 you were 13 , you told us you have a band who plays metal and stuff .We listened to your drums for hours , and we liked to see you play.We liked your band.

So much problems for such a little soul.I started to know you better  you were one of your kind.
Unique and troublesome teenager , you decided to break our friendship because of jealousy.I t was ok for me , we'll talk when you grow up I said.

I never saw you again.

Two years ago I saw you playing in a band , happy as ever.Iron maiden cover , metal lover 'til you die.
We talked sometimes but never face to face again , as we used to do as teenagers .

Seiing you were all right it was ok for me , the troubles and the traumas had gone far far away I thought.

I will never see you again , we will never remember the special moments we had , the laughings at your house , the neverendings metallica videos you used to show me.

We will never remember ou friendship again.

But I guess I'll miss you somehow.

Weird , so damn weird.

R.I.P wherever you are dear dude.


lundi 27 mai 2013

No more Maybe!

"I'd listen to the words he'd say
but in his voice I heard decay
the plastic face forced to portray
all the insides left cold and gray
there is a place that still remains
it eats the fear it eats the pain
the sweetest price he'll have to pay
                                              the day the whole world went away."

And even deeper I keep telling you , but you never listen to me.
Your heart is broken but mine's too.So what?!.
I told you many times to never forget who you really are.
It seems that you have forgot , but it's like my dream two days ago.....

   You , hiding your true self , I seeing your true nature. 

One day You will realise , I hope that day , It won't be too late.

You took all the love in the world and let it die.

Draw on work , new coming soon. YLYTTB.

D.

mardi 29 janvier 2013

Us.


It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway

I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you

I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life!

Daft punk-Something about us.

Je suis folle et je sais , de dessine pas très bien mais je me débrouille , je crache parfois mes tripes pour extérioriser mon malheur , parfois vomis mon amour sur toi en faisant ce dessin , et oui , ça dégouline d'amour!!!

Je suis pas cul-cul , je mettrais pas de coeurs et des roses partout , je t'appellerai pas mon sucre d'orge ni mon petit bonhomme au pain d’épice , je serais pas quelqu'un que tu pourra idéaliser et que tu dira "woah mais elle est parfaite" , faut arrêter de se mentir à un moment .

JE SUIS RÉELLE!!!
Je suis rebelle
Je suis belle?
je suis 
qui je veux être.

Tu devra faire avec la petite sorcière que je suis , avec la chasseuse professionnelle de démons que je deviens , avec l'artiste déjantée qui habite dans ma tète, l’éducatrice psychotique qui s'occupe de vieux fous et avec la femme idéal que je veux être pour toi.


Le coté cul-cul? c'est publique.! donc oui je le crie! je t'aime.