I am ready but I dunno If you can assume it.

Thousand of questions and doubts through my mind , they all got an answer , they all got something for sure , but even if I have all the answers , all the questions , all the doubts gone there's something missing and that little something is you!

A few days ago you told me something , now it's my turn to write the way I feel ,or I will have to scream alone in my house (I can't the neighbours are watching , with a disgusting face , I'm a psycho writing what I feel to not reach the autodestruction side).

If you don't care , I won't care , so then you'll realise how important we are to each other.

Because sometimes you forget we are one , or because sometimes you runaway without saying a word? You say you say the truth even when you lie , now it's my turn to see what's real , even if it's fake.

Half the woman I used to be.

how would you?

How would you feel if:






Dijiste hace pocas horas que aquella foto te lastimaba , como hago yo para decirte que una persona me lastima? No tengo nada en contra de ella , pero si te habrian dicho delante de esa persona que soy una estupida estando contigo , pudiendo estar con el , como habrias reaccionado? A veces me gustaria no haberle dado importancia , pero son pequenios granos de arena que molestan en el ojo. * I feel dumb and useless sometimes. And it goes deeper and deeper * You got your freedom , I'm not selfish , I wanna have all the trust in the world , believe me.

Take me out of this damned spiral!

Este es el tarot para Ti el dia de hoy ( para el unico que lee en mi como un libro semi-abierto)

Amor: El Juicio
Ánimo: El Sumo Sacerdote
Trabajo: La Rueda de la Fortuna

Si sueñas con hacer oficial tu relación amorosa o situación, el Sumo Sacerdote y el Juicio te invitan a hacerlo hoy, (******). Parece que tu vida sentimental puede ofrecerte la felicidad y la tranquilidad buscada. Tu pareja te ama sinceramente y compartís bonitos momentos de complicidad y armonía. ¡No sigas buscando, la(le) has encontrado! En cuanto a tu vida activa, tu entorno profesional recibe tus cambios de humor y tus pequeñas locuras con mucha benevolencia... Marcado por el Sumo Sacerdote, el ambiente de trabajo en bueno y agradable. Por otra parte, estás un poco despistado(a) y alternas con alegría momentos serios y relajados... Cuidado de todas maneras con pasar demasiado de un tema a otro, podrías confundir a más de uno...

CREEME DE UNA VEZ , porque siempre fué asi : TE AMO...... I will always be The Demonnesse***

Between the sea , you and me!

"Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face Everyone is changing there's noone left that's real to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what you're doing I wonder where you are There's oceans in between us but that's not very far Nobody told me what you thought nobody told me what to say everyone showed you where to turn told you when to runaway nobody told you where to hide nobody told you what to say everyone showed you where to turn showed you when to runaway This pain you gave to me You take it all You take it all away... This pain you gave to me You take it all away This pain you gave to me Take it all away This pain you gave to me " I Love you.

Let me know what Love is....

Goddamn this dusty room
This hazy afternoon
I'm breathing in this silence like never before
This feeling that I get
This one last cigarette
As I lay awake and wait for you to come through that door
Oh maybe, maybe, maybe I can share it with you
I behave I behave I behave so I can share it with you

You are not alone dear loneliness
You forgot but I remember this
So stranger, stranger, stranger things have happened I know
I'm not alone dear loneliness
I forgot that I remember this
So stranger, stranger, stranger things have happened I know, oh oh, oh oh

And I dream about somewhere, a smoke will fill the air
As I lay awake and wait for you to walk out that door

I can change, I can change, I can change
But who you want me to be?
I'm the same, I'm the same, I'm the same, what do you want me to be?

You are not alone dear loneliness
You forgot but I remember this
So stranger, stranger, stranger things have happened I know oh oh, oh oh

I'm not alone dear loneliness
I forgot that I remember this
You're not alone dear loneliness
You forgot but I remember this
Oh stranger, stranger, stranger things have happened I know

I'm not alone dear loneliness
I forgot that I remember this
Oh stranger, stranger, stranger things have happened I know oh oh, oh oh, oh oh

And , hey! by the way , you're wrong if you think that love is dark and human , because you love , me and I ain't no human creature , your notions are so far .... are you in love?!!! (makes me think bout' the song made by the teenagers "Love no") I don't know why I'm still angry with you , the fact that you let me waiting for two hours there (I didn't sleep three days U.U). But now it's ok , this morning at least I didn't woke up with a big paranoia in my head !!!!! So I put my lonely cherry avatar for this honor. and a song . a Really nice song ( just for the moment that I have to enjoy alone each and everyday )...... waiting for the time to come , or for you. Dunno and whatever.!

Goodbye my son!

Hey! Basstard I'm gonna miss you!!!!! -come to daddy, come to daddy'! it's time for my big boy to go with his dad ( he will paint you the right way ;p) and he has to fly bi itself! Hoy se va uno de mis hijos queridos , que tiene todo su pasado detras! Basstard: adicto al sexo , drogas y alcohol , violero de alguna banda punk cuando le da la gana ( es peor que Sid ) Y su Nancy es una groopie de Peaches , igual de torcida que ella y que el (por ende) . Querido Basstard se fué a vivir con su padre hace unas semanas , ( y bueno al final si resulto ser su papa ^^') Basstard fué creado en la gran desesperacion de Cherry , y el pobre jamas supo si tenia un padre o si cherry habia divorciado , pero al fin y al cabo por eso fué a visitar a su padre , les hara bien a los dos y pronto llegara cherry! y Basstard estara hecho todo un gentleman ( a su estilo) porque andara vagando por todos lados con suerte y luciendose con el logo de cherry-n-akuma arts por algun lado de esta ciudad perdida! Necesitaba exteriorizar el hecho que me impresiono bastante ! el efecto de Basstard , jamas pensé que llegaria ahi! pero bueno siempre se puede seguir con algun comic suyo y contando sobre su vida! He will never die , cause he's a fucking punk and not a scum!

***Y el unico que entiende esto es akuma U.U , hablando de eso , voy dias tratando de contactarlo , pero el pinche sitio de sms no permite acosar a distancia (maldicion , abusé mucho antes asi que ahora me castigan , KyAaAaA!

I miss you , miss you......

I'm good at feeling bad I'm even better at feeling worse Some would say life is a charm I'm convinced it is a curse Yeah yeah i'm stuck here again I've learned to make Bad situations my friend It starts all over Just when it should end Yeah yeah i'm stuck here again Here comes that familiar pain again I'm low down, I'm feeling ill Yeah yeah i'm stuck here again Is there someone I could kill !!!!!

Andres I fuckin miss you I dunno what to do! ..... (skizofrenia Crisis)***

The Lost Exposition......

"Bla Bla Bla , here it goes again , the flyer of the "Lost Exposition" , no one of my friends is here to see my stuff and that makes it a real sad exposition for unknown public , hope next year this expo will be in Bolivia...."

So many faces but one!

New Expo coming soon! Take a little look in this mirror and come if you want to , on next post I'll put a flyer ! enjoii !!!!

I keep you for myself

• I have to apologize , for the way I feel?!
• I wanna feel you from the inside.
  
• I love you , fucking much.
• Do you love me back as bad as I do?
• I guess I was born bad , but at the end you too.
• You don't care about us.
• And nothing can stop me now.
• Move bitch get off the way.

• He's ***....(shhhhh you know how I feeel about you)°°°.................................

"I am so selfish that I don't want anyone by your side , but in the end you don't care , because we are one "

And my little psychose est***

Y bueno no se porque a veces me entran las ganas de seguir leyendos las hipocrecias que le escribiste! Me da ganas de revivir las crisis internas , solo para recordar que estamos vivos el uno al lado del otro , para volarme de la distancia y del cielo y hablar con las estrellas , que por una vez son las mismas a ciertas horas .Me da ganas de escribir en esta boluda pagina todos mis pensamientos y mis sentimientos (para despues arrepentirme de haber escrito cosas sueltas) como en el cuaderno de Gloomy en el que escribi miles de pensamientos mezclados que jamas hubieses salido de mi boca ese mismo dia , porque ese mismo dia y la noche anterior ya tenia un nudo en la garganta y aunque tu no te hundiste en el adios yo si me hundi pero lejos de ti , no veas mi debilidad , no veas esa parte , si brilla y es oro y lo alcanzas que mas te queda de misterio? no me importa que descubras todos mis misterios porque para eso te quedan siglos de vida. Pero me me emputa a veces que seas el unico que me entienda tan bien a tal punto que somos uno solo.(porque tenemos que estar tan lejos?)

Me emputa que la gente sobreponga su relacion a la nuestra , que se comparen como simple mortales sin entender nada, que se agarren a esa utopia solo para no destruir su relacion y sobrevivir ,pero nosotros somos peor que la radioactividad y las cucharachas mezclandose , somos simplemente unicos y nadie lo entiende (my megalo moment). Y si hay una persona a la que si le tengo rabia , pero no se lo diré (Keep the mistery cherry , be a good girl an swallow it all!)°°°

Todas estas lineas del orto para desahogarme , mas bien esto se ha vuelto personal y no comercial y puedo seguir escribiendo mos locuras y psicosis , mis cuentos y ilustraciones sin que la gente hubique si es real o ficcion , si es un blog de vida o de historietas y eso jamas se sabra porque es la ventaja del blog virtual. Nadie lee (de una , ni siquiera vos ^^) y yo puedo escribir mis locuras sin que nadie juzgue ! puedo ser una psicotica virtual sin que nadie se entere y esto puede ser una buena terapia.( Y si a veces ando pirada para escribir boludeces asi, pero es parte de mi ser ^^)7

Enjoy or not I don't care , because this is only for my narcissism and myself***

The Demonnesse***!

Me!***

Sigmund Freud, Analyze this, Analyze this, Analyze this. I'm gonna break the cycle I'm gonna shake up the system I'm gonna destroy my ego!!!

Too late you said it's too late , I said never say it's too late , I'm gonna close mi body now**....

You are!

"You are , I am , WE are the forbidden fruit "

***Gimme the power to say it, and eat me one more time , bite me!***

I got a list of demands!

"Down on your knees
You'll be left behind
This is the beginning
Watch what you think
They can read your mind
This is the beginning
I got my mark, see it in my eyes
This is the beginning
Well my reflection I don't recognize
This is the beginning

We think we've climbed so high
Up all the backs we've condemned
We face no consequence
This is the beginning of the end

You wait your turn
You'll be last in line
This is the beginning
Get out the way
Cause I'm getting mine
This is the beginning
God helps the ones that can help themselves
This is the beginning
May be too late as far as I can tell
This is the beginning

We think we've come so far
On all our lies we depend
We see no consequence
This is the beginning of the end. "

Fuckin love this song. <3

Closer.

I got to say those days have been pretty weird, but I don't complain! I've learnt so much!!! ....... .

A veces me pongo a pensar en todo lo que ah pasado , en todo lo que hemos tenido en comun todos y solos y en cuan fuerte seria nuestra relacion, nuestra amistad.Parece que no todo es azul como el mundo de los acuarios , no todos suenian al mismo nivel que todos.No todos asumen sus actos y no todos saben pasar la barrera de la madurez sin quedarse atras.

Imbecil , esa es la palabra que describe la situacion, You've been fucked!***Totally man, mas te alejas de mi , menos asumes , mas lejos , mas no espero de vos, ni de nadie mas aca de hecho , todos una banda de cobardes!!! Es el plan facil , el hecho de huir dejando la culpabilidad al otro , diciendo el tan facil "It's too late to look back , it's too late to build up all again " Koz for your ego it's too hard , it's too hard for your person to see , that you really like it and enjoy it when it's pink , when it's black you just run saying I'll find better maybe.

That maybe is pretty a shame , koz when you'll be 30' you will have to assume and maybe that day you'll realize how many you have left behind, and that life doesn't work that way.

We cannot go back to 16' years old relationships!

Empute , eso es lo que tengo hoy , no puedo asumir el hecho de haber sufrido en vano este tiempo , no puedo perdonar a esos que hicieron aquello y que me tratan de esa manera , no necesito ser tratada asi , porque ya no tengo 15' , ya no busco encajar en el sistema de *** si ese sistema no les conviene , no me conviene , BOOM! we blow it up! :D

And the Closer title is because : My heart is still open to erase and rewind .But in a few days , you won't nottice what you have lost , and my heart is going to close to you,forever . You won't be welcome the same way into my world. Sad to say but pretty strong to realize it.

That is my demand, Written in the palm of my hand.

Goodbye or Goodluck. WhAtEvEr!!!!

Playlist of the Moment!

• NOFX-Don't call me white***
• Albarosie-Herbalist***
• Nine inch nails-Sunspots***
• Rancid-Into action***
• Arch enemy-Nemesis***
• Soulwax-Teachers***

°I"m a high school lover , and you're my favorite flavor, Love is all , all my soul , you're my playground love°.°

Colors fading away , more closer I get , more they fade!

• Eh estado pensando estas dos semanas en como darle un giro inesperado a mi vida.
• En aceptar el hecho de que es mejor estar sola que mal acompaniada.
• Dibujé tres horas mas por dia***.
• Aprendi por fin a dibujar manos pasables.
• Me perdi en mis pensamientos negros durante tres dias y nadie me saco de ahi.
• Lei todo el tomo 5 de Lenore y ella me saco del negro.
• I cried for him once again.
• And Cherry is F*** back in da house!
• Proyectos artisticos en vista.
• Disenio de poleras!.
• Fotos y nuevas exposiciones.
• Juegos de poder en el trabajo .
• Y muchos conciertos....
• Esperando el 22 de junio con ansias ! pongo nuevos dibujos....
• I got a tattoo tit says number 13... I love the pixies!
  

Secrets.

I gotta say I got pretty fucked up feelings , as a pretty fucked up mind!

But I never complain koz I love beiing myself! (ego time) I'm back with new draws , I finally did it! I can draw again and peacefully! I got to expose in a belgian Gallery in a few weeks so , more hard I work the better it gets!

It's a highway to hell..... and a long way to the top If you wanna rock'n'roll!!!!

I Guess I'm back!

I Guess I gotta a lot of things to say , but let's introduce Cherry to this Bloggy world!

*Cherry is a little monkey who loves to draw.
*So here you will be seiing most of the times , draws and photographs ! some of them are fanarts , others are for real :D!

*Even if now everything looks f*** up , Cherry likes to be in Blegium .I come from Bolivia (let's stop talking about cherry let's talk to the real one now ;p) so I guess I have a double life between here and there ,many people don't understand , but the've made my shitlist so who cares!

My life is a long way to hell with some good rock'n'roll between , a nice guy who doesn't know how much I do like him and I do love him , but one day ore another I'm gonna catch him!and that day has to come soon!!!!!

So I don't care if you enjoy or not reading this , I write whatever I want! And you like it or not you can leave a message!

Welcome to the hell line , please tell me what it's your demand???!


Cherry***